Hamda told him everything. She told him how she was treated by everyone, her parents, sisters, the students at school. She explained the reason of all the scars on her body, her pain, and her depression, while she was sobbing.
Mohammed was completely shocked and didn't know what to say, He held her in his arms again to try and calm her down.He cursed himself for not finding her earlier, he wished he could have a way to take back everything and made her live the way she deserved to live.
Mohammed: I'm so sorry 7amdo, I wish I could take back everything and make you forget all this pain.
Hamda: Don't worry, I got used to it.
Mohammed: Well no way in hell will I let you tolerate such horrible things again, from now on you're coming to love with me, besides mum and dad would be more than happy for you to stay with us.
And they continued talking for hours and hours. Mohammed told her nearly everything about him. He was adopted a few months after Hamda was, and his adoptive parents were extremely nice and very supportive. He was the only child, and was quite a popular kid at school, because of how kind he was. He's around 25 and finished law school around a year ago, and is now a successful lawyer.
1 Week Later...
Doc: Ha 7amdo sh7alch ? Feeling better?
Hamda: *grinning* Heih 7amdella :D
Doc: I see you're very excited to finally leave us
Mohammed: *chuckeles* Hhhh yah she is
Hamda: *Smiling*
Mohammed took Hamda home. His parents loved her, and she loved them. She finally felt safe and really happy. Over time those two got really close, they would literally do everything together. Hamda discovered a new hobby which was photography, and it helped her life in many ways like from working for galleries and being a photographer for companies and is now working on opening her own gallery.
3 Years Later....
Person: Mamaaa wake upp!
Person 2: Ya, Yalla mamaa were gunna be late it's are first day for school
Hamda: Inshallah mama, Yalla Hanoody see to ente w 7amad '3rftkm w a7een byeekm.
Hind&Hamad: Inshallah mama.
Hamda: yallah 7moodi, goom it's the first day for the kids we have to drop them to school.
Mohammed: Mmm
Hamda: Yalla 7beeby goom *kisses him on the cheek*
Mohammed: * wide smile* b3d wa7d
Hamda: *blushing* *pecks him on the cheek*
Mohammed: La somewhere else *pursing his lips*
Hamda: *turns all kinds of shades of red* 7mooodd Yalla were gunna be lateee !
He suddenly gets up and puts her under himself and lies down over her.. She was blushing like crazy as he got closer to her, He was only inches away from her face and she couldn't moved an inch, she stared into his beautiful eyes, then down to his full lips as they pressed against hers, he kissed her so passionately, and they're lips moved together, she felt like she was on cloud 9 once again. He slowly pulled away after a while...
Mohammed: *grinning* Good Morning baby. He said as he carefully got of her.
She quikckly ran out the room to go over and help Hind and Hamad get dressed.
Yes, you gussed it right! Mohammed proposed to Hamda in her third year of university, and they now have two beautiful twins and are expecting one more baby on the way. So that's the story of Hamda my dear friends.
The End!
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I hope you guys enjoyed this story! Please comment and tell me if you liked it and give your opinions on the story and if you do like it inshallah i'll post as soon as I come up with another story.
Till then, Mwaaaahhh :* Love youuu
- Z
Hate With Passion
This blog will be about the randomest things everr and maybe some of the story's might include real events of my own life or people i know's livess ... inshallah t3jbkm, Enjoy:*
Wednesday, 30 July 2014
Monday, 28 July 2014
Hamda - 6
Sorry i didnt post for a few days :* w 3eedkm Mbaark <3
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Stranger: You don't remember me do you 7amdo?
Hamda: 7a..7amoodi?, she said as a tear made its way down her cheek
He looked at her with a sad smile, and thats when she bursted into tears, she was going hysterical again. Mohammed hugged her tightly trying to calm her down
Hamda: *screaming and crying* why did it take u so long to find me? after all this now you come? why 7amoodi whyyy?! after all they did to me ?
Mohammed: calm down 7beebty.. shh..shh.. its okay you're with me now
He continued to comfort her till she calmed down.
Hamda: 7mood.. how did you find me here ?
Mohammed: well i was sitting with a couple of friends in starbucks.. you know the one on shar3 Jumeirah.. yah anyways i saw a range rover speeding, in the U turn lane, when the person was about take the U turn, this idiot in a nissan patrol came in from the other lane also trying to take the U turn, which obviously failed and smashed into the range rover, which made it drift and turn then smash into the traffic light, and the idiot just ran off, so i rushed over to the range rover, and when i opened the front door.. my heart broke, i finally found you, but i hoped i could have found you another way, you were uncouncious and bleeding on ur forehead and ur leg.. and i rushed to bring you here.
she hugged him and thanked him very much.
Mohammed: *worried* 7amdo ..?
Hamda: Ya ?
Mohammed: Uhh ..
Hamda: Shfeek?
Mohammed: fe shy imz3lni waayed.. and i wanted to ask you about it, but if you're not ready to tell me, then ofcourse that's you're choice..
Hamda: Go on..
Mohammed: *sadly* Well when i brought u to the hospital... i noticed all the scars on you're arms and your legs.. why 7amdo?
Hamda: * with teary eyes* umm..
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To be continued..
i know this is a short post bs inshallah the next one will be longer.. forgive mee :*
- Z
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Stranger: You don't remember me do you 7amdo?
Hamda: 7a..7amoodi?, she said as a tear made its way down her cheek
He looked at her with a sad smile, and thats when she bursted into tears, she was going hysterical again. Mohammed hugged her tightly trying to calm her down
Hamda: *screaming and crying* why did it take u so long to find me? after all this now you come? why 7amoodi whyyy?! after all they did to me ?
Mohammed: calm down 7beebty.. shh..shh.. its okay you're with me now
He continued to comfort her till she calmed down.
Hamda: 7mood.. how did you find me here ?
Mohammed: well i was sitting with a couple of friends in starbucks.. you know the one on shar3 Jumeirah.. yah anyways i saw a range rover speeding, in the U turn lane, when the person was about take the U turn, this idiot in a nissan patrol came in from the other lane also trying to take the U turn, which obviously failed and smashed into the range rover, which made it drift and turn then smash into the traffic light, and the idiot just ran off, so i rushed over to the range rover, and when i opened the front door.. my heart broke, i finally found you, but i hoped i could have found you another way, you were uncouncious and bleeding on ur forehead and ur leg.. and i rushed to bring you here.
she hugged him and thanked him very much.
Mohammed: *worried* 7amdo ..?
Hamda: Ya ?
Mohammed: Uhh ..
Hamda: Shfeek?
Mohammed: fe shy imz3lni waayed.. and i wanted to ask you about it, but if you're not ready to tell me, then ofcourse that's you're choice..
Hamda: Go on..
Mohammed: *sadly* Well when i brought u to the hospital... i noticed all the scars on you're arms and your legs.. why 7amdo?
Hamda: * with teary eyes* umm..
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To be continued..
i know this is a short post bs inshallah the next one will be longer.. forgive mee :*
- Z
Wednesday, 23 July 2014
Hamda - 5
2 Days Later..
She turned back to stare at the blank ceiling and went into deep thought... many things crossed her mind..
she thought to herself why am i here?
who brought me here?
oh goddd i have such a bad headache!
omgg this horrrible hospital dress shows all my scars shitt !
wow i just realized how long my hair is, oh well as if i had the chance to do anything about it
OMG what if Fa6ma and 5aled are her ?! oh god pleasee nooo
But the thing she was really curious about was who was this young man? she thought...
Maybe fa6ma and 5aled sent him to pick me up? No no i dont think so.. they would probably sent the maid..
Or maybe he could be a long lost relative who's here to take me to la la land she smiled at her silliness. She turned to look at him and just got lost staring at his features.. starting at his jawline... oh how that goatee suits him she thought .. moving to his lips which were perfectly full.. she felt her cheeks burn at the thought of them.. his nose wasnt the typical Emarati nose but it was quite big.. not too big, it fit his face perfectly, his eyes well they were closed but his eyelashes were dark, long and thick "Mashallah" she whispered. And finally those long dark brown curls.. "Oh my god can it be ?" she whispered to herself as a tear made its way down her pale cheek.... she felt a bit drousy and drifted away into a peaceful sleep.
*Few Hours Later*
She woke up hearing voices but couldnt make up what they were saying, she saw a man in a white coat..asuming it was the doctor obviously, who was talking to the stranger that was asleep earlier on the chair
Hamda: *barely audible* Ehm
They both came rushing to her
Doctor: 7amdella 3 salamah bnti, how are you feeling? inshallah better? You're lucky you survived that car accident and nothing too serious happened..
Wow Emarati with a brithish accent.. hmm interesting she thought, she didnt even bother remebering the incident that caused her to be here. She nodded then pointed at her throat. The stranger immediately went to get her a class of water.
Hamda: Mshkoor. she said with a soft smile but was quite shocked by his action since she was never treated nicely or fairly for the past few years. He just gave her a soft smile but she was focusing on something else.. his eyes..she could see the sadness in his dark eyes, they maintained eye contact for a while and she realized how beautiful they were.. the rich dark chocolate colour with flecks of hazlenut.. Her train of thoughts were ruined when he tilted his head to the side and had this goofy smile on his face.. thats when she realized she's been staring into his eyes and ignoring the doctor's questions.
Her cheeks turned all shadeds of red.
Doctor: 7amda ya bnti, ma tsmi3een *chuckles* fy shy y3wrch?
Hamda: La doctor, bs rasi shwya
Doctor: ill send the nurse to get you pain killers take 2 tablets, and if you dont feel better in two hours you may take another one
Hamda: Okay, thank you.
Doctor: Wla yhmch. yalla ill leave you to rest now, if you need anything just ring the bell.
The nurse came in to give her the pain killers and followed the doctor out of the room leaving the stranger and 7amda alone...
He's not talking! why isnt he talking!!oh god this is so awkward.. i dont know what to sayy she thought to herself.. well atleast she thought she was thinking to herself
Stranger: *Smiling* What's on you're mind? what are you think about?
Hamda: *confused and shocked* haa? me? thinking..? whaa.. im not thinking ? omg was i thinking out loud?
Stranger: well not exactly but i remember how you use to purse your lips and knit your brows when you were thinking hard *chuckles*
Hamda: wait how do you know me ? *she blushed and tried to hide her smile which failed to happen* Her facial expression changed to being slightly serious when she saw him walking towards her bed.
He walked towards her bed and sat down and held her hand, she shivered at first but then calmed down. He had his head down and seemed to be deep in thought, she just stared at him not moving an inch waiting for him to speak, they stayed like that for a few minutes. he finally looked up at her with a sad smile.
The next thing he said made tears escape her eyes and made her heart ache.
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I hope you enjoyed this post.
Who do you think he is ? and what do you think he said ?
opinions?
- Z
*Few Hours Later*
She woke up hearing voices but couldnt make up what they were saying, she saw a man in a white coat..asuming it was the doctor obviously, who was talking to the stranger that was asleep earlier on the chair
Hamda: *barely audible* Ehm
They both came rushing to her
Doctor: 7amdella 3 salamah bnti, how are you feeling? inshallah better? You're lucky you survived that car accident and nothing too serious happened..
Wow Emarati with a brithish accent.. hmm interesting she thought, she didnt even bother remebering the incident that caused her to be here. She nodded then pointed at her throat. The stranger immediately went to get her a class of water.
Hamda: Mshkoor. she said with a soft smile but was quite shocked by his action since she was never treated nicely or fairly for the past few years. He just gave her a soft smile but she was focusing on something else.. his eyes..she could see the sadness in his dark eyes, they maintained eye contact for a while and she realized how beautiful they were.. the rich dark chocolate colour with flecks of hazlenut.. Her train of thoughts were ruined when he tilted his head to the side and had this goofy smile on his face.. thats when she realized she's been staring into his eyes and ignoring the doctor's questions.
Her cheeks turned all shadeds of red.
Doctor: 7amda ya bnti, ma tsmi3een *chuckles* fy shy y3wrch?
Hamda: La doctor, bs rasi shwya
Doctor: ill send the nurse to get you pain killers take 2 tablets, and if you dont feel better in two hours you may take another one
Hamda: Okay, thank you.
Doctor: Wla yhmch. yalla ill leave you to rest now, if you need anything just ring the bell.
The nurse came in to give her the pain killers and followed the doctor out of the room leaving the stranger and 7amda alone...
He's not talking! why isnt he talking!!oh god this is so awkward.. i dont know what to sayy she thought to herself.. well atleast she thought she was thinking to herself
Stranger: *Smiling* What's on you're mind? what are you think about?
Hamda: *confused and shocked* haa? me? thinking..? whaa.. im not thinking ? omg was i thinking out loud?
Stranger: well not exactly but i remember how you use to purse your lips and knit your brows when you were thinking hard *chuckles*
Hamda: wait how do you know me ? *she blushed and tried to hide her smile which failed to happen* Her facial expression changed to being slightly serious when she saw him walking towards her bed.
He walked towards her bed and sat down and held her hand, she shivered at first but then calmed down. He had his head down and seemed to be deep in thought, she just stared at him not moving an inch waiting for him to speak, they stayed like that for a few minutes. he finally looked up at her with a sad smile.
The next thing he said made tears escape her eyes and made her heart ache.
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I hope you enjoyed this post.
Who do you think he is ? and what do you think he said ?
opinions?
- Z
Tuesday, 22 July 2014
Hamda - 4
She struggled getting up from her bed as she was heading to the window, she carefully opened it, and covered her eyes with her arm to block the remaining light coming from the sun as it was setting, since she hasnt seen light in a few days.
she sat of the window sill leaning her head against the wall. Just watching the sunset, she was lost in deep thought trying to ignore the pain physically and mentally.she wanted to cry some more but there were no more tears left, her eyes were dried out from how much she's been sobbing..
*Knock*
*Knock*
she quickly got down from the window and closed it fearing it was her parents.
Maid: Baba say go down
Hamda: *scared* o..ok
she immediatly went to her closet to get clothes to cover up her scars, she managed to get sweat pants and a hoodie, she grabbed her flip flops and went downstairs.. she saw her parents standing in the 9ala looking furious. Her heart was racing, and she got goose bumps all over her body as she was walking over to them, she took a deep breath and walked inside with her head down.
Dad: WHO DO U THINK YOU ARE? YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU PLEASE YAL CHALBA
Hamda: *sobbing* b...bbut i didnt do any--
Mom:Chub wla klmaa ! all that comes out of her mouth is lies !
Hamda: What did i do ?!
and they continued lecturing and shouting at her about why she doesnt go to school, and why she doesnt eat the food they give her (which was horrible food btw) and just about really random things and stuff she never did, like stealing things from her adoptive mother, which was actually a plan to get her in trouble by her step-sisters noora and reem.. remember them? horrible girls ! Mind you they didnt care about her education or her health, they just cared about the money they had to spend on her.. yet they just kept going on and on getting their own frustration and issues out on this poor innocent girl who hasn't caused any harm to anyone while those two horrible girls were giggling behind the sofa enyoying what's happening, and poor hamda was just there sobbingg
She wasnt even paying attention to what they were saying, she just wanted to get out of this hell hole that she's been thrown in, they made her hate life and be negative all the time she couldnt take it so she walked over to the table and picked up her dad's car keys
Dad: *furious* What do you think you're doing?!!
and by that she just ran as fast as she could, her parents running behind her, she tried running faster but didnt have much energy left in her, she was literary about 30 cm away from the car and her dad grabbed her hand as he was out of breath, since he was a fat old man, but she managed to pull her hand away and enter the car, her dad tried to open the door but she immeadiatly locked all the doors and tried to start the car as fast as she could which she struggled with, her dad pulled the handle with all his force to open the door but he failed, she managed to start the car and sped off...
Hamda didnt even know what she was doing, she was 18 and didnt take her driving license yet, she didnt know how to drive ! She was shocked by her action and wanted to turn back but she was to afraid of what they might do to her, she never once answered back or had the guts to do an action like this, she started to get worried because she didnt know what to do or where to go and even worse, she doesnt even know how to drive !! She was lucky she managed to not crash into anyone .... As she was speeding like crazy as she began to sob again her eyes were blurry from all the tears and she tried to focus on the road but she couldnt from the amout of tears that were escaping her eyes, her hands started to get sweaty and all she was loosing control over the car as she started hearing BEEPS from ever direction.. then suddenly !!
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EEeeeeEEERRRRRRR.... BOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM
Everything went black !
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guys ma achoof your comments so i dont know if u like the story or if i should stop writing :(((
- Z
she sat of the window sill leaning her head against the wall. Just watching the sunset, she was lost in deep thought trying to ignore the pain physically and mentally.she wanted to cry some more but there were no more tears left, her eyes were dried out from how much she's been sobbing..
*Knock*
*Knock*
she quickly got down from the window and closed it fearing it was her parents.
Maid: Baba say go down
Hamda: *scared* o..ok
she immediatly went to her closet to get clothes to cover up her scars, she managed to get sweat pants and a hoodie, she grabbed her flip flops and went downstairs.. she saw her parents standing in the 9ala looking furious. Her heart was racing, and she got goose bumps all over her body as she was walking over to them, she took a deep breath and walked inside with her head down.
Dad: WHO DO U THINK YOU ARE? YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU PLEASE YAL CHALBA
Hamda: *sobbing* b...bbut i didnt do any--
Mom:Chub wla klmaa ! all that comes out of her mouth is lies !
Hamda: What did i do ?!
and they continued lecturing and shouting at her about why she doesnt go to school, and why she doesnt eat the food they give her (which was horrible food btw) and just about really random things and stuff she never did, like stealing things from her adoptive mother, which was actually a plan to get her in trouble by her step-sisters noora and reem.. remember them? horrible girls ! Mind you they didnt care about her education or her health, they just cared about the money they had to spend on her.. yet they just kept going on and on getting their own frustration and issues out on this poor innocent girl who hasn't caused any harm to anyone while those two horrible girls were giggling behind the sofa enyoying what's happening, and poor hamda was just there sobbingg
She wasnt even paying attention to what they were saying, she just wanted to get out of this hell hole that she's been thrown in, they made her hate life and be negative all the time she couldnt take it so she walked over to the table and picked up her dad's car keys
Dad: *furious* What do you think you're doing?!!
and by that she just ran as fast as she could, her parents running behind her, she tried running faster but didnt have much energy left in her, she was literary about 30 cm away from the car and her dad grabbed her hand as he was out of breath, since he was a fat old man, but she managed to pull her hand away and enter the car, her dad tried to open the door but she immeadiatly locked all the doors and tried to start the car as fast as she could which she struggled with, her dad pulled the handle with all his force to open the door but he failed, she managed to start the car and sped off...
Hamda didnt even know what she was doing, she was 18 and didnt take her driving license yet, she didnt know how to drive ! She was shocked by her action and wanted to turn back but she was to afraid of what they might do to her, she never once answered back or had the guts to do an action like this, she started to get worried because she didnt know what to do or where to go and even worse, she doesnt even know how to drive !! She was lucky she managed to not crash into anyone .... As she was speeding like crazy as she began to sob again her eyes were blurry from all the tears and she tried to focus on the road but she couldnt from the amout of tears that were escaping her eyes, her hands started to get sweaty and all she was loosing control over the car as she started hearing BEEPS from ever direction.. then suddenly !!
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EEeeeeEEERRRRRRR.... BOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM
Everything went black !
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guys ma achoof your comments so i dont know if u like the story or if i should stop writing :(((
- Z
Monday, 21 July 2014
Hamda - 3
Recovery.
Hamda knew she could recover. She knew that if she stopped cutting it would be much less harm than when her parents abused her, because it wouldn't be twice the pain. She knew that if she either didn't force-feed or starve herself and just ate regularly or when she was actually allowed to, then her body would be fine. She knew that even though she fixed herself just a little bit, then at least she would have a few friends or one at least, and by that she would be less bullied. But no, she didn't do anything about it.
" what if I don't want to recover? " she asked herself.
There she was,lying down in her bed, with her head leaning up against the pillow as she looked up mindlessly at the ceiling. She seemed so lifeless. Her pale skin that hasn't seen the sun in weeks increased the effect of the darkness around her swollen eyes. Her eyes were red from constant crying and lack of sleep
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Hamda wasn't Hamda anymore. Ever since her parents left her in this cruel world, part of her soul dissolved and something inside her died and now all that's left is a figure of a fragile human being. This cold soul that lies on that bed whimpering and speaking to herself as precious tears roll down her pale cheeks.
And once again all the memories and thoughts came rushing back, as she burst into tears. She cupped her face into her hands, sobbing, as she thought to herself, if people are allowed to hurt me, then I'm allowed to hurt myself. All of a sudden, it all got out of control and she went hysterical. Hamda completely lost her mind and self. She started to scream as she grabbed a knife from her bedside table and started to cut herself aggressively. Starting from her legs, to her waist, then to her arms. And she stopped.
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Sorry for the short post, inshallah the next one will be longer x
W guys pleasee comment and let me know ur thoughts about the story so far
Mwah
-Z
Hamda knew she could recover. She knew that if she stopped cutting it would be much less harm than when her parents abused her, because it wouldn't be twice the pain. She knew that if she either didn't force-feed or starve herself and just ate regularly or when she was actually allowed to, then her body would be fine. She knew that even though she fixed herself just a little bit, then at least she would have a few friends or one at least, and by that she would be less bullied. But no, she didn't do anything about it.
" what if I don't want to recover? " she asked herself.
There she was,lying down in her bed, with her head leaning up against the pillow as she looked up mindlessly at the ceiling. She seemed so lifeless. Her pale skin that hasn't seen the sun in weeks increased the effect of the darkness around her swollen eyes. Her eyes were red from constant crying and lack of sleep
.
Hamda wasn't Hamda anymore. Ever since her parents left her in this cruel world, part of her soul dissolved and something inside her died and now all that's left is a figure of a fragile human being. This cold soul that lies on that bed whimpering and speaking to herself as precious tears roll down her pale cheeks.
And once again all the memories and thoughts came rushing back, as she burst into tears. She cupped her face into her hands, sobbing, as she thought to herself, if people are allowed to hurt me, then I'm allowed to hurt myself. All of a sudden, it all got out of control and she went hysterical. Hamda completely lost her mind and self. She started to scream as she grabbed a knife from her bedside table and started to cut herself aggressively. Starting from her legs, to her waist, then to her arms. And she stopped.
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Sorry for the short post, inshallah the next one will be longer x
W guys pleasee comment and let me know ur thoughts about the story so far
Mwah
-Z
Hamda - 2
Hamda grew into a young lady, around the age of 17 yet she would cry her self to sleep every single night. Day by day her thoughts took over her , she believed she wasn't worth living. She disgusted herself. She forgot how it felt to be happy. Over time she got into the habbit of self-harming and starving her self. All she could think about was slitting her wrists, it became an abnormal addiction.
Hamda locked herself up in her room, she stopped going to school for a few weeks, and by thar she was slowly killing and destroying herself. insomnia and bulimia took over causing anarexia .. and she just let it happen, she kept telling herself that she wasnt worth living in this world and so her illnesses continued to destroy her precious soul. She hoped the next few weeks or so might as well be the end of her life in this choatic world.
Her adoptive parents knew about her absence in school and how depressedand miserable she felt although they couldn't care less. They werebitter and cold. No one knew why they were like that..
Hamda always wondered to her self,
If they didnt want to take care of me, then why adopt me?
Why make me more miserable than i already am? but then again she thought..
Oh right i deserve this.. i deserve this because im not good enough and i am not worth anything
Hamda also wondered about her bestfriend,
she wondered how her 7moodi was
she hoped he wasnt in the same state as she was
she hoped he was happy and found a safe place to stay and to be loved and cared for
but she desperatly wanted her 7moodi, she cried to see him just once more
she wanted to feel happy again..
and she knew he was the only one in this world who could make her happy again..
but deep down her heart ached thinking if he even remebers her.
For many weeks hamda stayed in her dark depressing room crying, remembering how happy she was as a child when her parents were once alive when she had Mohammed. Although by now she stopped hoping and wishing for those days to return, not only because she knew it was completely impossible for that to happen but simply because she didnt care. she didnt care at all. She convinced herself that she was worthless in people's eyes.
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- Z
Hamda locked herself up in her room, she stopped going to school for a few weeks, and by thar she was slowly killing and destroying herself. insomnia and bulimia took over causing anarexia .. and she just let it happen, she kept telling herself that she wasnt worth living in this world and so her illnesses continued to destroy her precious soul. She hoped the next few weeks or so might as well be the end of her life in this choatic world.
Her adoptive parents knew about her absence in school and how depressedand miserable she felt although they couldn't care less. They werebitter and cold. No one knew why they were like that..
Hamda always wondered to her self,
If they didnt want to take care of me, then why adopt me?
Why make me more miserable than i already am? but then again she thought..
Oh right i deserve this.. i deserve this because im not good enough and i am not worth anything
Hamda also wondered about her bestfriend,
she wondered how her 7moodi was
she hoped he wasnt in the same state as she was
she hoped he was happy and found a safe place to stay and to be loved and cared for
but she desperatly wanted her 7moodi, she cried to see him just once more
she wanted to feel happy again..
and she knew he was the only one in this world who could make her happy again..
but deep down her heart ached thinking if he even remebers her.
For many weeks hamda stayed in her dark depressing room crying, remembering how happy she was as a child when her parents were once alive when she had Mohammed. Although by now she stopped hoping and wishing for those days to return, not only because she knew it was completely impossible for that to happen but simply because she didnt care. she didnt care at all. She convinced herself that she was worthless in people's eyes.
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i hope you enjoyed this post x
- Z
Hamda - 1
Hamda. She was an only child, whose parents died in a tragic car accident when she was only about seven years old. Hamda was put in an orphanage where she met a boy, Mohammed, who was around the same age as her. Those two got close over the years, pretty close actually. and by the time she was about twelve..
Helper: Yalla hamda get your stuff, its time for you to leave us *she said with a soft smile*
Hamda: *shocked* someone adopted me ?
Helper: Yes dear, they're waiting for you downstairs
Mohammed was near by listeing to what the helper said, he waited for her to leave the room so he could speak to Hamda..
Mohammed: *with teary eyes* you're leaving?
Hamda: unfortunately 7moodi * she explained as tear escaped her eyes*
Mohammed: 7amdo latsereen, tmi wyay
Hamda: *crying* i wish i had a choice 7moodi
They hugged for which seemed like ages, they were both devestaded, loosing your bestfriend isnt a simple thing, she lost her happiness but still had hope that they might meet again one day.
Hamda was adopted by two abusive parents, Fatma and Khaled. From the moment her parents died depression took over her, apart from when she met her bestfriend Mohammed, she had a bit of happiness given to her which is now taken away from her again. In order to comfort herself she would eat until that led to obeisity. Hamda was bullied, tortured amdabused by her adoptive parents, her two step-sisters, Noora and Reem, and by the students at her school.
Noora and Reem were the typical high school teenagers, skinny, tall, phony looking brunettes. Meanwhile she was short, insecure and unfit, no one would ever know or think about how she felt or what she has been through because she would keep everything to herself and walk around with a fake smile. Her step-sisters were ashamed to even know her. They kept on making fun of her weight and body image. "Fat ass" yelled Reem, Hamda completely ignored her, she walked right passed her like there was no one there, it was as if she had gotton use to being treated badly and unfairly.
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To be continued...
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- Z
Helper: Yalla hamda get your stuff, its time for you to leave us *she said with a soft smile*
Hamda: *shocked* someone adopted me ?
Helper: Yes dear, they're waiting for you downstairs
Mohammed was near by listeing to what the helper said, he waited for her to leave the room so he could speak to Hamda..
Mohammed: *with teary eyes* you're leaving?
Hamda: unfortunately 7moodi * she explained as tear escaped her eyes*
Mohammed: 7amdo latsereen, tmi wyay
Hamda: *crying* i wish i had a choice 7moodi
They hugged for which seemed like ages, they were both devestaded, loosing your bestfriend isnt a simple thing, she lost her happiness but still had hope that they might meet again one day.
Hamda was adopted by two abusive parents, Fatma and Khaled. From the moment her parents died depression took over her, apart from when she met her bestfriend Mohammed, she had a bit of happiness given to her which is now taken away from her again. In order to comfort herself she would eat until that led to obeisity. Hamda was bullied, tortured amdabused by her adoptive parents, her two step-sisters, Noora and Reem, and by the students at her school.
Noora and Reem were the typical high school teenagers, skinny, tall, phony looking brunettes. Meanwhile she was short, insecure and unfit, no one would ever know or think about how she felt or what she has been through because she would keep everything to herself and walk around with a fake smile. Her step-sisters were ashamed to even know her. They kept on making fun of her weight and body image. "Fat ass" yelled Reem, Hamda completely ignored her, she walked right passed her like there was no one there, it was as if she had gotton use to being treated badly and unfairly.
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To be continued...
tell me what you think about it so far
- Z
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